Hi
I can,t even say whether I am depressed or not.
But I have been like this for a while.
I have zero motivation to do anything lately.
I can,t be bothered to do anything at all.
I can never be bothered to clean the house, keep it tidy, do the washing or cook a meal.
Essential things like going to the bank,postoffce, food shopping, I simply cannot be bothered with any of it.
I also have no patience waiting in a queue anywhere and often walk away without doing my errands.
I have a part time job working two nightshifts in a nursing home and can never be bothered going to it, I feel really stressed out doing the job as its very demanding and I don,t feel mentally capable to take it all on board.
The job is poorly paid and I never have enough money for anything so end up borrowing money off my mom and dad.
I realise its in my power to do something about that part of my life but I have never had it in me to look for an alternative.
I have my ds to consider making other job choices difficult.
I am constantly tired and feel run down and frequently fall asleep by 9.00pm at night.
I also get really bored, and lonely, at times.
I suffer from terrible shyness so have no friends, my social anxiety makes it really difficult to get out there and make friends.
I just don,t understand myself at all please tell me I am not the only one like this.
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I have zero motivation and don,t know what to do about myself
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chocaddict · 30/04/2008 19:39
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