This is driving me nuts now.
I have a whole whinging and whining thread going on in AIBU and it is just full of self pity. I HAVE to stop this - i dont want to be like this anymore. I want to be a positive, motivated person but i just feel stuck.
Im educated but never used my qualifications, i am a SAHM through choice (not a popular one - we are broke), and i just look like shit - went out today and saw myself in mirror, lank greasy hair, unwashed, unbrushed - embarrasing.
I dont want to whinge, or whine, ive done enough of that lately - i want to CHANGE, i really do - i want to be there for DP, not be there like a boulder around his neck.
I am on citalopram, i THINK thats a good thing, but its been a year now and i dont feel better, the anxiety has lessened but i feel totally drained and depressed (this was before the ADs too).
I'm clearly going to get zero help from my GP (no chance of anymore counselling on NHS - even though i was there last week telling them i am suicidal - was just told to take some supplements (even that was sort of my suggestiong "would it help if i take some vit supplements" - but to be honest, im sceptical) Then i was told, well you have to start taking responsibility for yourself, can't rely on ADs forever, i wasnt planning on doing so
I have forgotten who i am - i want to change, please help
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How do i break the cycle of self pity and zero motivation?
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lucyellensmum · 18/04/2008 18:47
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