I have never posted on here before but last night things came to ahead in my life and I had to confront the feelings I have tried to hide since I had my baby 7 months ago.
I used to be a successful workikng woman who has confidence, strength and was very outgoing. I could take on a challenge and succeed. Oh how I've changed!!!
On the surface my life is great. Fantastic DH, a 3 year old boy and a 7 month old boy.
My 3 year old woke with a sickness bug yesterday which threw me into a blind panic. I came clean to my DH about this almost debilitating phobia.
I then explained to him my feelings. There were lots of tears and he suggested I sat down on my own and bullet pointed how I was feeling. It took everything in me to put my feelings on paper and I plan to go and see soemone now. Trouble is I know there is no quick fix and I feel panicy, anxious and am terrified I am going to get this bug. My feelngs are consuming my life.
I thought I would share my feelings with you as I hate feeling this way.
Exhausted - mentally and physically
tearful
anxious panic
can't sleep properly
low self esteem
poor self image
scared
morbid irrational fears about sickness - can't cope with this one - terrifying
frightened of getting worse
guilty as so many peoples lives are far worse than mine
stupid.
Please share your stories with me - hopefully some positive outcomes of both PND and emetophobia.
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Mental health
PND - Anxiety- emetophobic
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funnybunny1 · 03/12/2007 08:17
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