Feel free to ignore me. I just need to write this down to see if I feel any better.(Not likely)
I bumped into an old friend today and as we were chatting I realised that my life is shit. I have no goals, prospects etc. It's just all pointless.
I have realised that I am probably at the start of a major depressive crash but I can't seem to pull myself out of this one.
I've stopped eating properly, I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted, have no energy or enthusiasm for anything, I've been crying on and off all day but I daren't really let go and bawl in case I hit rock bottom. I can't bear to feel suicidal again. It scares me.
My family are indifferent, I don't have a lot in common with my friends (opposites attract) I don't get a lot of help with Ds (ASD) and I've realised that I will be be single forever. After all, who wants a almost 30 single mum with a 5 year old autistic boy?
Nope, don't feel any better.
My life sucks.
If I didn't have this place, I think I may just have lost the plot by now.
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My life sucks. I feel like there's no point anymore.
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PersonalClown · 29/11/2007 23:02
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