I am a woman on the edge. I am tired of being there for everyone else, but when I need a little support, no one wants to be around for me. I am lonely, very tearful and sick of being taken for granted. For instance, people only want me around when they want something, then tonight I am in desperate need of someone just to sit with and no one in my house wants to be around. I am not a horrible person. I am 20, just posting under my aunties name if that's ok. People actually go out of the room when I am in there and I am so very lonely, got no one to talk to. I have no friends anymore. I'm grieving like mad still for one who died at the start of the year. It was an unexpected death. She was my only friend really and it shocked me like hell, and I do miss her so much. I was just going to fetch the bin up the lane tonight and the night was so calm, so welcoming, more welcoming than my parents or anything about home that I could've walked and walked and never came back. I suppose I have unresolved issues but i'm so fed up, just needed to vent before I went mad!
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