I don't really know why. The thing that triggers it is that my last child is starting school in September. Whenever I think about it it makes me so desperately sad. He is the only one of my children I've been able to be at home with and I'm going to miss that so much. DH tells me to enjoy the next few months but I can't stop thinking about September. I hate my job atm and have virtually no job security. I need some time off - 3 kids and a virtually full-time job make for a tricky life sometimes - but can't see how I can do it. It feels as if everything is turning bad and coming to an end. I just want to sleep. I've got no energy for anything
I've been depressed before but this feels different. I can't carry on being like this. My children will suffer with a mummy who is useless at everything. But I don't know what to do.
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Been in tears on and off all day.
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OrmIrian · 22/05/2007 17:09
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