I have been feeling low for months (before the birth of my ds 6mths ago) Have been told its PND & am onAD's. Son is just such hard work its wearing me out (but I feel that literallly, not flippantly) He seems to be what they call a "spirited" child. I thought there was something wrong with him and have been referred to specialists but nothing has been clarified. (Thats good i suppose except I still have to deal with a really miserable, difficult draining child every day. I do love him but now my pateince is so thin...I'm getting snappy & I feel SO angry. I have other stuff going on my life that really does justify feeling shit so I know trhis isn't helping. But sometimes I seriously don't have the enrgy for him, don't feel love & feel desperation. I look at options in my life & really feel like suicide is an option. I feel his difficult personality is a punishment (from whom I don't know?!) because I have a tendency to feeling of guilt etc due to ashitty upbringing.
I have a really amazing wonderful loving helpful thoughtful partner (his dad) but I must be tearing him apart at the moment.
Got to go ds is crying.
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Mental health
Feel like I just don't have the energy
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Notaclue · 11/04/2007 09:08
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