I really hate myself at the moment and feel like im tearing my family apart. I've 2 boys 7 and 3 and a girl 5months, my ds,s are quite lively and sometimes have me demented, my dd wakes in the night for a feed and this is making me so tired. I feel this tiredness and the day to day organising of the house and money worries are all really getting on top. Have asked Husband if he'll help in the night but he refuses and makes me feel useless for having to ask in the first place. Im losing my temper more and more with him in front of the kids and i hate myself for putting my kids through this. If only i have a good nights sleep. Sorry if this is long have never done this before, been building this up as im so ashamed to talk to anyone who knows me as most of my friends wouldnt dream of shouting and carrying on in front of there kids.
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