My son has just turned 1 was born perm via emergency c section. I have not bonded with him at all feel so shit and empty all the time. I kept thinking it will come it will come but it hasn't. When I look at him I feel the same as looking at anyone's baby. I avoid looking after him we live with my mum she does most of the caring for him.I can get up and do everything and act normal for about 3 days then after that I just can't force myself to pretend anymore! I don't want him but I do! It doesn't even make sense to me! My mum thinks I just don't like my life and I just need to get on with it. But I've tried that I keep thinking I'll feel better but I don't. I avoid everyone and sleep for hrs and hrs at a time. I get up as everyone goes to bed. I feel so empty inside I'm lost. I just want to run away!
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