I don't really know what to write, I am scared and I don't really know much about eating disorders. I have has a stressful few months ( maybe even a year ), I suffer with anxiety and when I'm on a low I stop eating.
After I split with my husband last year I lost a bit of weight through stress, I them became obsessed with my weight and going to the gym, I run every day and I am careful with food, occasionally I will binge and other days won't eat at all. I am on a downer at the moment due to problems with my partner and I have been unable to eat for 3 days, last time this happened ( a few weeks ago ) I went down a dress size, I found myself taking photos of my body and looking for signs of weight loss, I kind of felt good that my tummy looked flat and almost sunken. At the moment I don't feel like I can stomach food. I think I am suffering from depression and today I self harmed . I don't feel in control of my life right now and I know the not eating and self harming is probably me trying to gain control of something as everything else is out of control. I don't know if I have a eating disorder or if it's just depression? I don't want to be on medication and I don't want to be branded as being anorexic
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Lovemusic33 · 30/06/2016 16:15
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