I've had anxiety at a semi manageable level for a long time. Dh was aware of this and has been patient over the 18.5 years we've been a couple. Recently - last 5 weeks or so anxiety has been terrible. Struggling to leave the house. Have tried anti depressants but made it even worse. Gp has referred for cbt but whilst I'm waiting, paid to see a councillor for first time last week. Have been trying really hard to put into place things she suggested. Earlier in the week I said to dh and chn that we would go to park / woods as family today and then maybe for lunch. When it came to it I just didn't feel up to it- this time last week I was barely leAving my bed do maybe s rather high goal. The point is dh was fuming that we didn't go out saying he's fed up of me being odd and he is going to do what he wants etc etc. he has said stuff like this in the past - saying he feels trapped etc but then says he is just cross and wouldn't leave. I have tried really hard over the last few days to battle the anxiety. Have got up, dressed - made meals, laundry ok not mum of the year material but much more than a week ago. I feel like my dh is expecting miracles but I'm just not ready. What shall I do? Sorry for a long post. I'm embarrassed and ashamed I'm letting my family down.
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