Not sure what help I need. Feel just crap. Want to just cry. Work has been awful recently and very stressful so I know its partly that but I'm really struggling with parenting. Have three children and just feel like I'm about to lose it at any minute. Certainly shout much more than I'd like and feel at times I'm being mean when I don't want to be, I'm sure they'll all grow up and hate me and need serious amounts of counselling. Feel so lonely too, rarely get to go out and few genuine friends. No one I can talk to. My Mum is basically going through some kind of breakdown at the moment and anyway I'd never talk to her. My Dad is busy supporting my Mum and I've siblings who have poor mental health (I'm supposed to be the good one so can't say anything to him). DH is good but struggles when I get like this, he has his own work stress and he just can't cope when I'm in a state and can't even explain why. Got too much today and self harmed which I do now and again, nothing serious just enough to release some tension.
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