Not sure what I'm hoping to achieve, but I feel really down and had a rubbish day.
I found it out today my ESA has been stopped, as I failed the work capability assessment. I'm struggling with depression and anxiety, plus some physical problems too. Now I'm not entitled to anything, but can't imagine being able to work - for years I've left jobs because I couldn't cope, I can't concentrate and now physical problems make things difficult too. They made me feel like I was claiming something I shouldn't. If I don't sign on for jsa I'll have barely any income. I can appeal the decision, but it just seems like too much stress, I don't know if I can cope.
On top of that I've had a disagreement with my bf and don't know how to continue the relationship or whether it's a good idea, as I've behaved badly, but also can't cope with hours how things are. I also feel guilty because I know I've behaved really selfishly and it wasn't ok.
I'm in a terrible place at the moment and don't know what to do about it. I just want to stay in bed all the time.
My gp doesn't listen and doesn't care. I'm waiting for counselling, but had some in the past and it didn't help.
Sorry for rambling on. Thanks for reading.
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Anyone awake? Had a rubbish day
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Hatefeelingdown · 09/04/2016 01:22
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