DH hates me, my mental health is an excuse. He wants to leave but can't afford to right now and when I cry or be sad he tells me to stop sulking.
If I was dead he would get my life insurance.
DD barely has a mother, I am anxious and paranoid and scared and depressed.
My work are paying me for not being there because I'm so ill.
My friends are all fed up of the excuses and having to support me.
I wish I had the courage to kill myself. I just want to be happy. I have done stupid things to try and make myself happy. Nothing has worked. I just want my life back.
I hurt, I want it to stop. I haven't even NC, what's the point. I don't expect a reply. I don't deserve one. I am so selfish and a waste of space.
If I said this to DH or showed him this he would tell me I am having a pity party.
I'm tired
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I can't think of one single person that wouldn't be better off if I was dead
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