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I feel like ending it all

(17 Posts)
Rudechoob Mon 04-Apr-16 21:58:44

Today my company has received a winding up petition. Its on display. I'm fucking screwed.

I'm going to lose everything.

Lucsy Mon 04-Apr-16 22:01:37

Rudechoob
Just wanted to say hang in there until someone who knows what may happen financially in these circumstances comes along

I'm sorry life's thrown you a lemon.

EmpressOfTheSevenOceans Mon 04-Apr-16 22:02:33

Hi Rudechoob. Seriously considered ending it all a few years ago but I'm now very pleased I didn't. Do you want to talk about it?

Lucsy Mon 04-Apr-16 22:02:43

What are you frightened of losing?
Do you rent your home or have a mortgage?

Rudechoob Mon 04-Apr-16 22:03:01

I know but I'm so fricken scared. I feel sick with worry

Rudechoob Mon 04-Apr-16 22:04:17

Im going to.lose my business. When your on a wind up petition there's not much that can be done

EmpressOfTheSevenOceans Mon 04-Apr-16 22:11:22

I don't know anything about winding up petitions, I'm sorry, but there are plenty of knowledgeable people who could give you advice if you started a thread with that in the title. Is anyone with you now?

Rudechoob Mon 04-Apr-16 22:27:26

My partner he is asleep x

Owllady Mon 04-Apr-16 22:31:30

It's just a business and money
I know it's overwhelming and you feel as though your insides have been taken out, rolled into a tight ball and then shoved back in and you are paralysed by fear
But
You are a real life living being
You are worth much more than this
Wake up your partner and tell him. Xxx

Rudechoob Mon 04-Apr-16 22:34:25

I know owl. Its a horrid feeling xx

Owllady Mon 04-Apr-16 22:36:49

You will get past this, I promise you

EmpressOfTheSevenOceans Mon 04-Apr-16 22:38:57

Is your partner supportive?

Rudechoob Mon 04-Apr-16 23:08:19

He is very laid back and quite blah

Owllady Tue 05-Apr-16 12:40:47

How are you today?

Rudechoob Tue 05-Apr-16 13:59:28

I feel like an utter failure.

My partner put money into this business too.

Owllady Tue 05-Apr-16 14:02:31

Does he know?
Have you been to the GP to discuss how you are feeling?

Rudechoob Tue 05-Apr-16 14:49:08

Yes he knows.

Got the GP tomorrow xxx

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