I feel like ending it all

[Rudechoob]

Today my company has received a winding up petition. Its on display. I'm fucking screwed.

I'm going to lose everything.

[EmpressOfTheSevenOceans]

Hi Rudechoob. Seriously considered ending it all a few years ago but I'm now very pleased I didn't. Do you want to talk about it?

[Rudechoob]

I know but I'm so fricken scared. I feel sick with worry

[Rudechoob]

Im going to.lose my business. When your on a wind up petition there's not much that can be done

[EmpressOfTheSevenOceans]

I don't know anything about winding up petitions, I'm sorry, but there are plenty of knowledgeable people who could give you advice if you started a thread with that in the title. Is anyone with you now?

[Rudechoob]

My partner he is asleep x

[Owllady]

It's just a business and money
I know it's overwhelming and you feel as though your insides have been taken out, rolled into a tight ball and then shoved back in and you are paralysed by fear
But
You are a real life living being
You are worth much more than this
Wake up your partner and tell him. Xxx

[Rudechoob]

I know owl. Its a horrid feeling xx

[Owllady]

You will get past this, I promise you

[EmpressOfTheSevenOceans]

Is your partner supportive?

[Rudechoob]

He is very laid back and quite blah

[Owllady]

How are you today?

[Rudechoob]

I feel like an utter failure.

My partner put money into this business too.

[Owllady]

Does he know?
Have you been to the GP to discuss how you are feeling?

[Rudechoob]

Yes he knows.

Got the GP tomorrow xxx