I've always has depression/anxiety and some ocd traits. The past week or so I've had a strong urge to run away, mainly from my ds and the drudgery or being a mum.
Last night I passed the train station after work. I honestly had to fight the urge to get on a train and get away. My ds would be better off with someone else. I've tried talking to my partner but aside from giving up his job to be a SAHP there isn't much more he can do to help.
Right now he's at work and I just want to go to SS and tell them to take my son. There are people out there desperate for a child who would provide a better lifestyle than me.
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Mental health
I want to run away. Feel like the worst mum ever.
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SaggingTits · 04/04/2016 10:35
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