Hi, Don't know if anyone is around but my dh is working long shifts at the mo so it's just me & my 3 dd's (1, 3 & 7) at home. I feel I've gone totally mad & go between wanting to cry & then wanting to shout at them. I feel totally crap inside & can't even cope when one of them talks to me. My youngest whines the whole time which is so grating. I have a history of depression & at the mo am having to take a break from my usual ad before starting a new one next week. I know I'm being so unfair & horrid to my kiddies but that won't stop me being mean to them - I'm a crap mother & should never have had children (I do love them loads though). I also have a very low self-esteem & feel really fat & ugly at the mo - I've even worn the same skirt 5 days in a row cos I can't face not being able to fit into my other clothes.
Sorry to rant, I know I need to get out the house & more importantly to get a life but just feel almost as if I would self -harm - I wouldn't though as I'm too much of a wimp!
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Can't cope alone with my 3 dd's anymore
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shagirl · 30/12/2006 10:15
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