Just needed to write this down as not sure why I am feeling like this.
Am so unmotivated about everything.
Every morning I wake up feeling so tired and don't know how I will get through the day.
I have 2 children and a fab house and a husband although works long hours in the week does help out at the weekend.
I just feel in the week I am dealing with everything my self.
My son has special needs and I am finding it difficult to cope and feel over whealmed by it.I worry about him all the time at school and want to protect him.
I have no family nearby to help and it's always just me and the children.
I don't drive so am indoors most days with no adult conversation.
I just can't get it together I wake up every morning with a sinking feeling and don't want to do anything.
the house is a mess and MIL is due for the weekend and have got nothing orgainisd for her visit.
Dh is just relaxed about her visit and is leavoing it tome to sort the house out and plan the meals for the weeken nd I just cant be bothered.
I KNow MIL will look at the house and make some remark but whwre AS before I WOULd have been worried about this I JUst don't care.
I have no pride in my apperance and avoid answering the phone .
I just don't feel right.
I can't put my finger on it but I just feel as though I coud do with a rest and sit in a darkened room just to think.
I never seem to get any time on my own.
Not sure because f my age whether it's the menapause approaching or just the time of year.
I Just fel everyone is on my back all the time pressuring me.
Whether it be my DH about the state of the house or how much time i spend on the comuter.He checks via his computer at work and sends me messAges about why am i on the computeragain and should use my energy more constuctivaly.
He even did a search on my name the other day asked why i had been on a certain mthering site.
The school are always on at me regarding my ds and they don't understand his condition and the health visitor is always ringing me asking how things are going and making out i am a bad mother in a roundabout way.
I just ignore the phone now and want everyone to just leave me alone.
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Feeling so unmotivated,anyone else?
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Outofsorts · 07/12/2006 11:16
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