I have a few medical problems and I get quite stressed out about feeling ill. When I start to feel unwell I seem to automatically assume the worst thing possible and start panicking. This obviously makes me feel worse and it's a vicious circle. For example, I came down with a flu type bug last week and it coincided with the second day of my period and for some reason I managed to convince myself I had TSS... I have a DD who is 3 and she was a bit ill as well but not as bad as me, so had I been rational I would have just seen that I had caught a bug off her. When I feel ill I also feel very scared that something is going to happen to me and my DD will be alone in our house and no one will know (I have a partner but we don't live together yet), this makes me panic more.
I have meniere's disease, which causes vertigo, balance problems and confusion, amongst other things. Whenever I have a meniere's attack I find it very hard to rationalise what is going on and I panic again. I often ring my mum when I feel like this and she just tells me to stop being silly and calm down, which doesn't really help. I always feel like I need someone there with me while I'm ill and that I can't cope alone. I have had panic attacks in the past where I've had palpitations or been stressed and felt like I can't be alone and felt like i needed to have someone with me to be able to relax and come out of it. I have never liked living alone and feel much happier living in a busy house but, until recently, I was a single parent so it has just been me and DD for over a year now. I struggled at first but got used to it eventually. It seems to just be when I'm ill (or when i think I'm ill or think I'm more ill than i am) that I get panic attacks. I thought I'd feel better now that I have a partner again but obviously he isn't here all the time and doesn't have keys yet.
I'm assuming the first step is to go to the GP but I don't particularly want medication. What choices do I have in order to go about stopping this cycle of silliness that I've gotten myself in to? Has anyone else been through similar?
Thanks for reading, bit of an essay! Any help much appreciated :)
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Panic attacks... what to do about them?!
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OhWhatAPalaver · 30/06/2015 22:02
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