Married 3 years, to a man I love and who loves me. Two gorgeous healthy children. In an new job I enjoy, and my husband is also working full time in a job he enjoys. We live in a beautiful home, but no family nearby. I have great friends but have been isolated dealing with 2 kids and just getting by day-to-day.
I feel so empty and sad. My husband gets on my nerves and I pick fights with him. I am grumpy and comfort binge eat unreasonable amounts of chocolate, which has led to weight gain (was 9 stone at marriage, now 11 and gaining).
Had post-natal anxiety after 1st child was born, but saw a counsellor and managed to get some sleep which really helped. 2nd child is now 6 months old, in daycare with ladies who adore him (he's a really easy baby). I miss him so much, he's gorgeous.
Everything is ok for a bit, then I get so angry and frustrated with things that I snap and take it out on my husband. I swear (f word) at him and he hates that, but it makes me so relieved to finally get the tension off my chest. For example, he said he'd do drop off to daycare, but nothing was ready and as a result I was late to work. I was so wound up, I lost half a day of being productive.
So writing this, I suppose the question is, is it normal? What would you do? It feels like a crossroads, our marriage is really suffering and we're not happy, and I don't know what to do.
Please don't be horrible, I'm a bit of an emotional wreck right now.
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Feeling empty and want to be happy. What to do?
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aaarrrgghhhhhh · 24/06/2015 06:16
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