I've been here twice before but despite knowing you can make a full recovery I feel too "ill" to even think about the effort I know it takes to gett better without thinking about just sodding it all.
I live alone with DS, but would bever do anything with him in the house etc. I've been admitted to hospital once at 17 and once last year, both times for just being severely depressed/suicidal. I don't really know what to do or feel like reaching out yet. Unless you have the energy to fight for people to believe you when you tell them how you're feeling you just get fobbed off and my local mental health team are lovely but their crisis team just visit once a day and tell you you're doing fine etc which makes you feel more desperate, so I don't want to ring them.
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Urgent. Suicidal impulses when starting treatment. When to tell someone?
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TheOrchardKeeper · 15/02/2015 06:58
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