I normally post in relationships and had a recent thread about an unplanned pregnancy.
I'm a single mum with two lovely DC (hence the name!), have been seeing a lovely man but recently found out I'm pregnant..we've only been seeing each other three months.
So annoyed with myself for being irresponsible. Last two relationships were abusive and I promised myself I would create a stable happy normal home for DC. Have an appt on tues at the pregnancy clinic with a view to having a termination and just feel so so low.
I feel I have no other option though. I temporarily stopped taking my sertraline for anxiety/depression when I found out, just in case I continued with the pregnancy.
I don't know, I feel so lost. Part of this is that although this chap is lovely, it's early days and I think the prev relationships broke something in me. That's how I feel; lost and broken. I'd love a long term relationship, but I don't know how to love myself first. The pregnancy has made me hate myself even more.
I feel like a terrible mother today.
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Feeling so low
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Mummyoftwobeautifulpoppets · 14/12/2014 21:22
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