Brand new to this site, and have the most gorgeous 4 month old son. His dad and I split up a month ago after a long time of trying to stay together even though we knew the relationship wasn't going to work. He cheated on me, which I found out about at the same time as finding out we were pregnant. We tried to make it work for so long but in the end I just couldn't live with the jealousy issues that have crept in since.
I have tonight found out, that despite us recently talking about trying to make things work, that he is already sleeping with someone else.
The heartbreak is just too much. I feel I am failing my son by being and emotional wreck and that I honestly don't know how to carry on. If I admit my feelings then people will question my parenting and take him away, so I would have nothing to live for anyway. I just feel so desperately unhappy and that I am letting everyone down.
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hoolah00p · 27/11/2014 21:49
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