Don't wish to go into all the details of a traumatic birth but, nearly three years later, there are still triggers that can reduce me to a sobbing wreck. One of these is the thought of being on a table in an operating theatre.
It's taken this long (CBT, Fluoxetine - now off meds) to consider even having another child (refused for two years to even discuss it, was a flat no) and I would think that the only way I could remain in control of the situation would be to have an Elective CS. Which necessitates the operating theatre...
Is there anyone out there who has managed such a situation? The CBT helped to deal with the flashbacks and panic attacks but the triggers can still make me emotional.
Thinking hypno birthing or counselling to deal with the trigger or something? Anything!
I don't want to try for another and find that there is no way I'm going to be able to cope at the end of it/risk sliding into the hell of depression that followed...
I want another child but can't even face a smear test (I know, I'm working up to it) so how on earth would a pregnancy work out? Feeling a bit helpless really.
Grateful for any advice that anyone has.
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Dealing with traumatic PTSD triggers in subsequent childbirth
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Lookslikeimstuckhere · 22/09/2014 18:17
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