I have been under a lot of pressure for a long time. I have a demanding job as an academic, two children, long commute, various family issues (minor compared to what many people here have to deal with though). I am so tired and more and more worried that I am unable to do my job well enough.
I feel trapped and alone. Sometimes I am okay, but other times I feel so low that I wish my heart would stop beating.
I have just returned from a conference and had an all nighter on a grant application on Tuesday, which has not helped. When I was writing the grant, I was so desperate and exhausted that at times, I could barely see a minute ahead.
I am sinking and I don't know what to do.
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acenamechange · 20/09/2014 18:48
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