Hi all...
Just wanted to share something with u all..
I never wanted children, I was always of the opinion that it was something I would never do. However I got pregnant back in March quite by accident and found out on the first scan that there was a problem with our child. Our child had exomphalos. As a result we had to terminate at 18 weeks.
This left me with some terrible feelings. A lot of which I couldn't understand because I was so sure throughout my life that I never wanted a child.
I have now become pregnant again and I have so many mixed feelings sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind.
I am terrified of pregnancy anyhow, how will I cope with all the body changes. I am also terrified that there will be something wrong with this child also but I have two months to wait for the first scan.
I feel so unhappy and sick with worry one minute and strong up to a point the next.
Its affecting my relationship. I want my partner to think I am strong and yet I feel so weak and I'm not discussing it with him which is so stupid, I know that.
Has anyone else gone through a similar situation.
I'd love to hear from you.
Jennymcb
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I lost a baby three months ago and I am pregnant again
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jennymcb · 24/09/2006 11:02
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