Briefly: mum passed away April this year, unexpectedly, I'm the eldest so had the task of sorting out her debt riddled estate, just finished dealing with everything, had no end of issues with my sisters since then and recently started my own business. I am a sahm with 2 dc. Since mum died I've had a few problems, one is when falling asleep I get this overwhelming feeling of panic and my heart is hammering away. This goes on a few times in a night, also had some not nice thoughts about myself. Two weeks ago I had a spectacularly bad night in terms of the panicky feeling and the following day I had no energy, couldn't stop crying and feel so so tired of everything. Haven't been right since. I'm irritable, not enjoying being at home with the kids or Dh, think they'd be better off if I wasn't here. Felt physically very rung out, can't remember things or focus on stuff too well, finding it hard being out and about. Feeling very emotionally not right. So I don't know if I should go see someone or would I be wasting their time?
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet hasn't checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you have medical concerns, please seek medical attention.
Mental health
Grief, depression, stress, whats wrong with me and should I go to the doctors?
4 replies
gemdrop84 · 31/08/2014 18:37
OP posts:
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.