Have posted here before- usually get really good advice. I've struggled with PTSD and bereavement (lost my Grandfather in Jan, had PTSD way before).
Was in a really dark place, suicidal, self-harming, crying all of the time. Saying horrible thoughts about myself out loud. Didn't go out for days on end. Got in to a huge mess with my finances, the house everything.I am slowly coming out of it, good days and bad days. My friends are helping as I'm in the last year of my degree- finish in May. GP said get counselling, I'm looking for trauma specialists, I have a long history of abuse and neglect.
This week, I told my tutors how I'd been feeling. They were lovely and arranged a 3 week extension on my biggest project, because I'd messed up a little bit and need the extra time. Other 2 are to be handed in on time, both first week of May. I'm working flat out doing all of the reading for it etc.- not sure if I will manage it.
I'm still feeling really fragile, good days and bad days. It's really hard, and feel overwhelmed with housework, DD etc. (am a single Mum). I feel really tearful a lot, and I don't know how to handle it.
I'm not great at dealing with my emotions, talking them out or just... getting them out. I suppose I am asking, is there a 'healthy' way to do it, rather than letting things get to you? I do cry a lot, but it never feels healthy, always a bit reactionary and because I get overwhelmed.
Is there a way to deal with stuff that doesn't end up in horrible tears, or I guess a 'good' way to cry?
It sounds such a silly question! I think it's about working through things.
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How do you 'let it all out'?
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Katkins1 · 23/03/2014 11:09
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