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Generally feeling hassled, harrassed by my children. lonely, bored

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walkbesideme Sun 22-Sep-13 16:35:22

My husband works long hours and has been at work all weekend. OI feel like I've spent the whole time doing nothig but picking crap up off the floor, hoovering, putting cushions back on the chairs, putting lids on pens, picking up tiny bits of scissored paper, making drinks, changing dvds and cooking.
And I turn around an my house still looks like crap. Does everyone feel like this?

Balloonist Fri 04-Oct-13 19:27:14

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/parenting/1765025-Has-parenting-affected-your-mental-health

This is the thread mentioned upthread. I was the OP. Have name changed since.

Sorry if someone has already directed you I haven't read all the thread

sicily1921 Fri 04-Oct-13 19:16:45

I could have written every single one of these posts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Being a mum is bloody hard work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We are all walking beside you OP so you have picked a good name

flowers and wine for you and heres to some 'me' time for you.

PeanutPatty Fri 04-Oct-13 18:39:26

Ghost I bet you are not a shit mother by any means. We all put ourselves down. Parenting can be so stressful. Your kids love you and would not want to be without you. Is there a SH support group or forum?

Sometimes I have really good days where lots has gone right and I feel in control and other days I feel really low and don't know my arse from my elbow. I do have my dog who gives me a reason to get out of the house. Change of scenery can break the cycle.

sweetkitty Fri 04-Oct-13 16:53:08

I'm the same it is relentless. Luckily we had a playroom built this year so all the plastic crap gets dumped in there so the living room is almost always toy free and tidy that helps a bit.

The bloody washing kills me, twice a day every day, it's not the washing it the sorting out/ironing/putting away.

Oh ikea do smaller stainless steel cutlery, mine have those now.

Yes me too. I've just gone back to work too, and am a teacher, so I spend all day wrangling other people's dc, then come home to wrangle my own.
Thing is, I know in theory how to make things run more smoothly at home - it's just how do I summon up the mental energy to stick to my strategies instead of sticking them in front of the tv too often. My two are very good really, but the endless mess and daily nagging them about minor stuff gets me down after a day at work.

This is my life 24 7. Single mum to four dc one with special needs. At least you have dp or dh to occasionally give you a break. I have no one.

My self harm urge is coming back. I am a truly shit mother and all I do is rage at them. They are better of without me

TropicalRain Fri 04-Oct-13 00:00:06

I am also at that point, it is a constant hamster wheel of entertaining a little one and trying to clean up. What is very difficult for me is that since the pregnancy, (my dd is 1year old now), I cannot enjoy alcohol, it just makes me feel sick. One of my life's greatest pleasures, a glass of red, a wee whisky, gone. Replaced by cake and general irritation. I enjoyed my baby up to about eight months immensely, I wanted to be with her all the time. Tis a different ball game now that she is almost a toddler.

PeanutPatty Mon 30-Sep-13 12:56:45

I get antsy if I haven't emptied the DW or put the WM on every morning. I think it's part of the keeping busy routine. Being at home all the time it's easy to create your own routine and rituals and then have the need to stick to them. Things start falling apart for me if I'm home all day. Worst thing I can do is sit down and watch tv/surf the net whilst the children go crazy around me. Then when teats arrives I feel I've wasted a day.

alarkthatcouldpray Sun 29-Sep-13 20:46:39

Message withdrawn at poster's request.

PeanutPatty Sun 29-Sep-13 13:37:32

Thank you Mac. Funny how it always seems every other mother copes effortlessly whilst your day spirals out of control again.

MacMac123 Fri 27-Sep-13 19:22:01

There was a brilliant post a few months ago called something like 'does motherhood affect your mental health.' it got so long a second thread was started, it was all this stuff you're all saying and more. That thread was the best thing ever - my dd was 5/6 months then and I was edging back to work, I felt really low and overwhelmed (also have ds age 4).
There are no solutions or answers, suffice to say everyone feels the same way, if not all the time then some of the time, whether they are working or not.
The thread made me feel so much better.
There was talk of it being moved so it could be saved but it's fallen off my threads I'm on so I can't find it anymore hmm. But maybe someone from the old thread will see it and show is where it is. I recommend reading it.
Also recommend, triple recommend, reading the book what mothers do.
I envy this book.
Again it gives no answers, just validation, and makes you realise you are not alone!

PeanutPatty Fri 27-Sep-13 18:24:30

Everything goes in the bottom drawer now. Life's too short to worry about it.

Crunchymunchyhoneycakes Thu 26-Sep-13 22:51:23

I always put my salmon Luke stuff in the dishwasher and it's onto its second child now. Didn't even know you weren't supposed to. Bottom rack too. It's fine.

PeanutPatty Thu 26-Sep-13 22:44:23

<marks place for future less crazied moment to be able to properly contribute>

MzPixielated Thu 26-Sep-13 16:51:45

-whispers- im currently mumsnetting at the bottom of the garden in the wendy house. I needed to get away!

alarkthatcouldpray Sun 22-Sep-13 20:09:18

Message withdrawn at poster's request.

walkbesideme Sun 22-Sep-13 19:54:37

ALArkTHAT COULD - please put the plastic cutlery in the dishwasher. So what if it gets wrecked. Ikea, Asda, Tescos do such cheap stuff. Life really IS too short x

walkbesideme Sun 22-Sep-13 19:52:55

THANK YOU THANK YOU wonderful mothers. Today seems to have been one of those days shared by many. Husband home now, upstairs doing the bath. The chaos I hear is raising my hackles, but not to fear, wine in hand and antiques roadshow about to start!

Here's to another week of servitude, semi-solitude and sniping - and another step closer to the kids understanding the meaning of tidyness and lie ins (mine are 4.3 and 1.9 years old).

Good luck y'all.

alarkthatcouldpray Sun 22-Sep-13 19:30:20

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thefirstmrsrochester Sun 22-Sep-13 17:40:10

For what it's worth, all my friends feel exactly the same. I can't even have my wine whilst cooking dinner as dd is out somewhere and will require a lift home at a time of her choosing.
There are days when the word 'mum' should be banned.

HoopHopes Sun 22-Sep-13 17:38:42

Sounds like my normal week really. Unless dh there life is housework, childcare and repeatedly picking up and putting away. When my dc old enough they will have to learn to do some basic tidying I think!!

That is why I get out to as many baby groups as I can- some adult company even if all I do is smile at them and it is not my house to tidy!! Library is great place to spend a few hours I find!

WowOoo Sun 22-Sep-13 17:33:21

I know what you mean. It is relentless, isn't it?
Can you ask Dh for a full day off soon?

I've had a few hours break away from the children today and no work either. It was bliss. I didn't want to go home.

Don't know how old your children are but are you teaching them to tidy up? I started telling them they can't play with something until some other mess/toy has been tidied and we'd all help. They'll do it themselves now with a nudge or two.

BellaVida Sun 22-Sep-13 17:26:40

Yep. Feel the same and been particularly bad today. Trekking kids to activities, dealing with meltdowns, washing, tidying, cleaning, cooking, sorting, supervising homework. I haven't even been able to go to the toilet without one of them asking something through the door, as clearly it just couldn't wait- grrrrr.
It gets to the point where you are fed up of hearing yourself and fed up of 'doing' for everyone else and nothing for yourself.

FoxPass Sun 22-Sep-13 17:19:28

I feel the same most of the time, but especially after a few days of dh working away and being the sole child carer. It is relentless and I feel downtrodden and unappreciated. I tidy behind them and say the same things over and over.

oldest ds is starting to realise he needs to help more and can be prompted to tidy up after himself. toddler ds is just a walking mess.

I've just got my head down, trying to make it through to a time where it will hopefully be slightly easier!

thefirstmrsrochester Sun 22-Sep-13 16:53:21

Snap with all previous posts.

I wound up with low self esteem and servile mindset due exactly to the relentless trailing about after, picking up after, clearing, cooking, ferrying about after my lot. Anxious to please my increasingly ungrateful and never satisfied dc, I was rock bottom in the pecking order.

I saw the light once when out walking with the family, dd continuously and subconsciously nudged me out the way when I was walking alongside DH. Absolute moment of clarity, they all viewed me as the hired help.

My dc are 9, 12 and 14 though so I accept that I've made a rod for my own back. And it's an uphill struggle to turn things around.

Lazy sods, my dc.

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