The title says it all, my eldest son killed himself in july last year. I have been 'coping' ever since.
I'm not coping, I don't want to live anymore, I know that it is selfish, I have seen and experienced the devastation that suicide causes. I cannot see any point in carrying on. I am fucking up my younger son so badly by still being here. Him and my partner would be so much better off without me messing everything up.
I'm tired of living, it seems so completely pointless. I just want to lie down and go to sleep and never wake up.
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I don't know what to do anymore
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mumof2teenboys · 17/05/2013 09:37
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