I have depression and severe anxiety I am on medication but it doesn't seem to help that much, it helps with the depression but not the anxiety.
I don't leave the house hardly ever, I can't do it, school run is a nightmare I literally wait till the last minute get out the car, pray dc is coming out & doors are open so I can get back to the car.
I have to shop online, a few weeks ago one of my Dc got an award at school & had to stand up at the end of an assembly I promised I would be there, it got to the day and I felt physically sick, had panic attacks literally till the time I was ment to leave the house & yes you guessed it I didn't leave the house I couldn't do it my dc was ok but what a failure I am.
I fear contact with people socially I just can't do it, I live a life in my house, I can't work but really need to because of bills we can't just live on dh's wage, the pressure distresses me, how the hell can I get a job with other people when I can't even do the school run or food shopping?
I think my anxiety is causing ocd, I have to constantly check things over & over & over again I can't rest, I could check then 5 minutes later I need to check again, I know, I should crazy.
I am exhausted from myself, I feel a failure as a wife, mum and even a human being.
Has anyone else ever felt like this? Will it get better? What can I do?
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Mental health
Depression, anxiety and Ocd
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