I am hypothyroid and on levothyroxine - one of the symptoms can be depression so first thing GP offered was anti-depressants before thyroid tests. I am reluctant to take ADs due to growing up with father with mental health problems - he was an alcoholic and diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. He seemed as bad on meds as off them.... I just don't want to go there. However, the thyroxine should be helping by now, been taking for over a year and recently increased dose, blood tests show 'normal' (last TSH test was 3). I feel really unmotivated, procrastinate, waste time when I should be working (work from home a lot).
Life is going ok in general, I earn good money but in a job I don't particularly enjoy. We are financially stable at the moment but my husband is likely to be unemployed by end of May. Though that will mean cutting back a bit we will be fine. However I feel I have the burden of providing for the family (two teenagers who are really good kids).
Husband is 10+ years older than me and unlikely to find another job due to his age and also as he has Parkinson's - which is kind of middle stage, affecting him but not yet disabling. I look ahead and see years of me working while he is basically retired... I find work and dealing with people very difficult, always have really and I just feel so tired. I feel silly really, we are lucky to have jobs and some money put aside but can't shake feeling tearful and down. Do I need to admit I actually am depressed and go back to doc? They have already given a diagnose of CFS and I see consultant this month to see if any underlying issue causing thyroid problems (also had early menopause at 43ish) but am I kidding myself and really depression is the underlying issue?
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IFeelDepressed · 12/03/2013 17:15
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