Im 19 and my DS is 11 weeks, me and his dad split before i had him. He has never seen him/contacted me.
I have really bad PND, im on Anti-d, flouxtene(sorry if thats spelles wrong ). I live with my parents, who help me alot.
I do the night feeds, go to sleep for a few hours in the morning while my mum takes over then i do.
I feed/change/burp him just struggling to bond. I talk to him alot and he smiles when he sees me, i do love him though.
He has bad reflux(ive got aptamil anti-reflux) which has improved him so much. He screams quite alot as hes teething and when he crys i dont like it(i feel helpless)
I told my parents about sexual abuse when i was younger which took me until i was 8months pregnant(happened when i was 6-13), currently waiting for conselling for that(8th april)
My life is a complete mess, I hardly go out as i have no friends. I met up with a friend yesterday and we had a huge chat etc. Im starting a mums group on friday.
I have series issues with people touching/looking at my baby due to when i was younger and i dont let him out my sight unless hes with my mum and dad.
Before i didnt even go out with him alone as im petrified that someone will come and take my baby/assault it.
The clinic is 1 min walk away and i dont go there as i feel VERY uneasy in grous when im alone with him.
I needed to get this all out, sorry for the long post.
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PND/No emotions for my DS
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xmasevebundle · 26/02/2013 16:11
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