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Oh fluffy you're having such a hard time. Hope the Crisis team arrive soon and help you.

Remember, there is nothing out there which will punish you, it's just your neurons misfiring.

Are you sure he's cross with you and not the situation?

My GP visited me in the morning, rang Crisis Team who specified 'that afternoon' - not a time, just a time period. And they did turn up late that afternoon, and twas that evening I went in. It can be v tricky for CT to give exact times, the stuff to deal with is constantly changing, however I am sure you are one of their top priorities.

They rang and should be here soon.

I am known to the crisis team (they are on my CPA) but it is still scary I have had home treatment in March and July, prior to my previous admissions.

My husband is upset with everything, I am such a failure.

I have cut my leg, when they rang and said it wouldn't be 8 I knew it was a sign. I have not told my husband just patched it up and come back to watch TV. I might need stitches but I can't face anything tonight and they can;t stitch that bit of my leg because there are too many scars.

I am so confused.

fluffy please tell your H This is not a burden to bear alone, and you aren't well... [hug]

also please tell the crisis team when they arrive - i hope they have by now.

your wound will need treating.

Fluffy I hope you are getting help. Please don't hurt yourself.

I've been there. I've been well and stable for almost 5 years now. It is possible.

Hope you are getting some help now, Wishing you all the best hope they help you. You are worth so much to your family

Hope you are getting some help now, Wishing you all the best hope they help you. You are worth so much to your family

I hope you're getting help now fluffy. Big hugs to you xxx

Thank you for your kind words.

I am goinh to a&e and then into the.psych admissions unit. I am going.in informally.

I.am worried I will have.signs in the hospital but if.it is eant to be it will be ok.

fluffy the signs are just telling you that you are ill and in need of more specialised help - it will be ok. but please do tell them when you get to hospital that you are seeing these signs and what they mean to you. and get your leg looked at sweetheart.

much love.

Thinking of you x

I have stitches in my leg. In the hospitsl now, explained about the signs. Doctor said I am not psychotic but it.is my ocd going into overdrivemaking me see the signs which she says aren't reslly there. Very confused and tired.
Thanks for your support xx

goodnight fluffy, hope you can get some rest.

Just seen this in active convos.
I really hope you get the help that you need.
Sleep well if you can.

Glad you posted again fluffy. You're doing amazingly well, like hearts said she did it and you can to, just take each hour as it comes, try to stop thinking about what will happen and focus on what is happening, You're safe and being cared for right now. I Hope you have a better day

Thinking of you fluffy

Thanks ice

Fluffy I hope today things are looking brighter.

Hi, I an on my phone so rubbush typing!

Got some sleep. Keep seeing signs even in my dreams, feel so confused about what God wants me to do. Tried to kill myself last night but they found me. Today has been quieter, read my book and slept a bit. Nobody has talked to me but the nurse said she would later. Just so muddled.

Going to have a sandeich and read my magazine now, don't understand how ocd can be like this.

you are in the best possible place just now fluffy - hope you start to feel better soon.

Fluffy, I know it's hard, but ignore the signs if you can. What God really wants is for you to get better and stay with your family. The other stuff you are hearing inside your head is your illness.

When you are feeling better and your head is clearer, I am sure the doctors will be able to explain where the signs came from, whether it is your OCD, your BP (like me), and so on.

How was the sandwich?

{hugs}

Im not hearing voices. Just sering things that are a sign for me, like songs on the radio our certain numbers or colours. Hard to explain.
I'm interpreting things that are there as having a special meaning for me from God.

Sandwich was ok!

thinking of you FDG. I hope youre ok. Came on to check how you were x

Thank you. Just had a big chat with the nurse so although it hadn't changed things I am glad I shared it.