.....So pathetic that I don't feel like I can talk to anyone in RL about it for fear of them thinking I'm an insecure, neurotic idiot (which I probably am)
Basically, there's a mum I see on the school run who also lives quite close by to me and we have a bit of history in that when she moved into the area we and our DHs became friendly, but then it sort of fizzled out.
The crux of this is that I really feel that she/they dislike me and I find that very hard to deal with (I told you it was pathetic)
Every time I see either of them my stomach churns and I wonder what to say and scrutinise what they say or don't say to me. There are days when it's all I think about. Why am I like this?
When I've touched on the subject with DH he has correctly reminded me that I was the one who didn't encourage the friendship further.
I wish I could get some perspective on this, all these negative thoughts have become a horrible habit.
How do I break out of this habit?
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This sounds soooo bloody pathetic....
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moonblushtomato · 07/11/2012 13:53
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