Sorry, i seem to be posting here a lot lately . I am led in bed shaking, sweating and feeling very anxious. Dd1 is poorly, i have spent the day with her, thought she was feeling better and then an hour ago she was sick. I am now panicking, worried the rest of us will get it, feeling sorry for myself whilst my little girl lies in her bed being very brave.
I will now have to stay awake all night (wont be able to sleep worrying about dd1 being ill or one of us getting ill). I really hate myself for being like this, i wish i had never had children and i feel like running away from it all (i know in a day or two i wont feel like this but as soon as it happens again i feel the same).At the moment i wish i could close my eyes and not wake up, i know i am being stupid but i really cant cope with this phobia anymore . Dh is doing his best to help but it doesnt make me feel any better, i have taken my anti-sickness tablets and have cleaned up and thrown anything away that dd has been sick on. I just wish i could stop my heart from racing and i wish i could think differently but i cant .
I don't expect people to answer but just wanted to write down how i am feeling as i can't tell anyone else, dh doesn't understand and most people think i'm being silly.
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Its me again, the Emetophobic, please help.....
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Marne · 14/03/2011 19:28
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