Hi
I hate my DH as feel he has trampled all over my love and respect for him by calling me MAD whenever we have a bad row, or I behave in a way he dislikes - I am not allowed to show or express any anger or he calls me mad. I had a bad breakdown 17 years ago - ruined a previous marriage but have been off meds for 15 years and feel as 'normal' as it gets. Husband says 'mad' people should be put down for their own good - burden on state etc - lovely. I am also disabled and becomingly increasing so - husband dislikes disabled people and thinks too expensive to keep . Yes if I'd known all this I would never have married him but bit late now. Self esteem is going south and I don't love him anymore - we have young children who I would be unable to care for without help so I cannot leave him - have to stay with him or will lose my kids - feeling really horrible as have no choices. How am I supposed to live with a man who I feel despises me?
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Mental health
dh & history of depression/thrown in my face
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aokay · 09/03/2011 17:31
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