I am not going to do anything to harm myself. I would never ever do that because I can't stand the thought of the pain it would cause my dc.
But fuck I am so tired of living with this shit every day. There is never any break from it, it's just a constant gut churning pain. Even when I'm asleep I have nightmares. I just want to lie down and never wake up.
And I'm dead inside anyway.
I know nobody can help me but I cant say this to anyone in real life and just needed to say it.
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I want to kill myself
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MogadoredMemoo · 04/03/2011 09:10
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