I'm a namechanger for this, very long-term MNer, and not a troll.
Dh's mental health hasn't been good this year, two significant family bereavements haven't helped, and about three weeks ago he had/started what would, when I was younger, have been called a "nervous breakdown" ( we were discussing something, and he burst into tears and started rocking in the corner of the kitchen,a situation which lasted all night). We went to the GP who said DH is depressed, prescribed ADs and put him on the list for CBT. He said he'd try to work through it, but about two weeks ago he just couldn't go in and was off until last Friday. He works in a caring profession supporting others, so I think it probably isn't a good idea for him to be in work while we try to work through this. He disagrees, and is back in this week but has been in late and home early. Boss is being understanding, so far.
He isn't coping; he shakes, he's started stammering, he runs away from the children, he is frequently agitated, and he isn't eating unless I put food in front of him. When he isn't at work he is in bed.
I suppose what I need is the experiences of others who've supported a partner through depression, and an idea of how the hell you cope when you have children. Luckily I work school hours and weeks so I have a lot of flexibility, but my job is a very demanding one too. We have always shared parenting and housekeeping equally, and I feel as though someone has tied my hands behind my back and given me another child to care for. I realise I'm moaning, but I m getting on with it, doing everything, and he has asked me not to tell anyone what's going on. As a very open person who feels a problem shared is a problem halved, I find this really hard. He asks me every time I have seen a family member or friend whether I have told them he's ill, and I'm finding it quite oppressive. This is not the sort of relationship I'm used to with him.
Any advice/shared experiences welcome!
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Dh is depressed, I'm finding it difficult LONG POST
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marmaladesandwich · 24/02/2011 16:03
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