Overwhelmed - chased for debts, some certainly not correct, hassle with lawyers acting for mum's estate, no family to speak of apart from a dh (and he is very loving, I am very lucky there) and two loving kids. My greatest, almost unbearable pain is my eldest - now early 20s who left home a year ago and has (we now know) been in/out psychiatric hospital. Two near fatal attempts on his own life. Left leaving very, very cruel notes for us. Has written to third parties, including youngest's school, with all manner of terrible allegations against us. Police/social services involved - investigation led nowhere as these were unfounded allegations but they left, in their wake, still more pain associated with this ds.
He had made it clear - wants nothing to do with us though we continue to offer support and love. This is, I guess, what unconditional love is all about - tested like nothing on earth at times like this. Missing him so much, barely sleeping, feel so lonely as few friends know - actually I have few friends in these parts.
DS's behaviour has been dreadful but he is clearly very troubled indeed. Mental health services where is living (with, when he's not in hospital, birth father who's he's hardly seen since he was very little and who is, sad to say, himself a depressed and very odd individual) are telling us very little - he won't let them.
I think to myself - My God, what have I done? I've been a loving mother, not perfect but how could this have happened? There's this huge hole in my life and I can hardly cope. Any support gratefully received.
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greenanna · 21/12/2010 23:24
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