Or just vent really.
It was fucking horrendous, sorry but thats the only way I can explain it.
Having to spend an hour and a half talking about what happened, about the way I was treated, my problems afterwards and my ongoing problems.
I dont know why I keep getting shocked by these professionals and what they say but they always seem to floor me, the independent medical review was bad enough, but I fear this will be worse.
He gave me a summary at the end, which was good from a legal POV but personlly shocked me to the core.
he said he was horrified and disgusted by the treatment at the hospital (bought up lost of things I hadnt thought of). He said he thought Id been let down by my new GP and by the PTSD service and that I was still very ill (and I thought feeling like this after a year was normal), but he said that 90% of people with PTSD were well after a year and that Im not. He said I had been very distressed throughout the whole interview (which I was) and that he thinks I need medication and not more counselling.
Im now not sure what to think, I havent eaten, feel sick, have smoked my first fag in months and am so upset by it all.
In one way its was good for someone to say 'you are still ill, and the way you feel about it all is not normal' but in another way i thought I was dealing with it in my own way. He said that because Im articulate and intelligent then I function well with all these feelings and problems, but that they need sorting.
Any kind words or advice would be goof please because I just feel like I have been beaten with a big stick all morning
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mosschops30 · 13/12/2010 14:20
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