After feeling alot better over the last month I decided to let my mum have the boys over night.
Yesterday morning I was feeling brave so called my sister and asked if she would have DD (shes wanted to mind her for gaes...)
What a disater, the kids were fine by the way! DD didn't even ask for me all night! but it was me.
Fistly, AF came yesterday - typical first nigth alone with DH for 5 years and that happens.
But we decided to go out, only to the cinema and pub dinner. Get on bus, get to cinema and I burst into tears There were just so many people and I just didn't like it.
DH cuddled me and instead we rossed the road to Tescos, got some goodies and got back on the bus and ordered a curry at home.
Was nice but I could not sleep, all night I was freaking out because of the kids.
I think I'm developing panick attacks, my head was throbbing and I felt disorientated and my chest felt tight and my breathing was shallow.
Then I woke up at 7am! so no lie in either and Icouldn't get back to sleep.
So now im knackered and just want my kids back!
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Disenchanted3 · 17/07/2010 10:58
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