Hi
Have namechanged because I'm paranoid
Right - I need some views on what has happened to me - this is going to be a bit long so please bear with me!
I work for the NHS. Up to 7 months before I went on M/L I was working on one pay band. Then I was asked to act up and was then paid at 2 bands higher than my substantive post. So if I was on Band X to start I was then paid at band Z. This acting up arrangement continued till I went on Maternity Leave in last year - so for nearly 7 months. All the time I have been off I have been paid at Band Z rates. Last Friday I went to see my managers about my return to work.
- They asked me when I was due back (I thought they would have worked this out)
2)They told me the post I had acted up into had disappeared in the departmental changes over the year.
- They proposed 2 potential Band Z roles that would be forthcoming. 1 - role A would be very attractive for me - basically what I acted up in to but with some extra responsibilities and staff to manage. But they were very clear that they wanted a full time role. Now when returning to work and roles was mentioned before I went on M/L I said I would want to do 4 days only and was told that wouldn't be a problem. Well now it is apparently. The second role - role B is also very attractive but again they say they need full time coverage - but it could be a job share - so I could do half a week.
- Which ever post I am interested in - I will have to apply and interview for.
- Numerous references were made in our conversation by them - to balance, to their heavy workload, to stress, to the amount that has changed since I've been away. It was conveyed as them being concerned for my well being - which in my calm moments I think they are - but in my paranoid moments I start thinking that I won't get either of these roles because they don't think I can hack it? And that they were in fact trying to put me off?
- My other option is to revert back to my orginal band x role - which is a salary difference of nearly £3000. And obviously I feel it is a step backwards.
What on earth am I going to do? I went in to work thinking that it would be a question of looking at my skills and working together to agree a role that would fit. I thought I had earnt that much credit. But it seems that it's just a case of my applying for the roles they have - with no gurantee of anything except being back where I was nearly two years ago! There's no guarantee actually that either of the two band Z roles will be sanctioned to proceed to appointment by the powers that be! I don't know what to do, it all feels bloody unfair and my childcare costs and arrangements are spinning round my head like merry-go-rounds. I'm supposed to be thinking about it - and I just feel panic-stricken - and really angry that this uncertainty is going to cloud me last months of M/L. Any views?