i'm editorial staff for a listed company and have worked in a variety of roles for over ten years. i have just returned from maternity leave (second) and found morale in a terrible state as a good few colleagues are being managed out to avoid redundancy. there was a merger and two tranches of redundancy a few years ago. there won't be any more i'm told.
my new dept boss (arrived on the scene while on mat leave) met me on a Kit day and told me 'i'll be honest, i don't like part time workers' (i do 3 days). my new line manager (an old colleague) wanted to change the days i worked two weeks before i restarted, when i'd already teed up childcare with husband and his job share ages back. she warned me vaguely that this was an 'issue' that would keep coming back. she hadn't even asked my other colleague (3-dayer with much older children) if she could swap a day. other comments hither and yon about sorting rota and holidays for so many with children as 'a nightmare'.
basically i walked back in the door feeling persona non grata. oh, when on assignment abroad and went on mat leave they tried to fire me (local offce not clued up about rules for repatriation). uk hr got involved, were great actually and i was repatriated and found this current role.
in those few weeks i've been pulled up a few times about my work. i've made a couple a small errors (duplicate word, a missed comma) and i've had my line manager and boss redoing stuff, mentioning 'needing more polish' (too vague and subjective to really mean anything to me, and other colleagues make errors, it's the nature of our work). nothing officially sai to me, but this is what happened to my colleague (currently on perf review and on sick with depression) before he was tapped on the shoulder.
i was told by line manager that performance needs to be raised and objectives will be tougher. however i was fine for ten years and either met or exceeded expectations in that time. what could have happened since (apart from me having babies)?
i am jumping the gun, but i expect to be tapped on the shoulder and part of me wants to fight, the other just wants to resign so i don't suffer the war of attrition on my self esteem. i would rather continue to work there all things being equal.
everyone else is scared, but i feel under more scrutiny and feel as if i'm rubbish, and everyone is proper. i was a bit tearful after another story picked over and it's coming home with me. i'm keeping a diary and am an nuj member and am collecting examples of others' errors (sad to have to do this) in case this escalates.
anything else i should do?
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otchayaniye · 08/10/2012 16:49
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