Hi everyone
I am new here and just hoped someone could give me some advice / words of wisdom / encouragement or similar....!
I have a 6 DD. I am a banker and my DH is an engineer. I earn about 3 times more than him so when I was pregant we decided that he'd be a SAHD. He's studying for an MsC and looking after our DD. He's doing absolutely brilliantly. Frankly, I don't know how he does it - DD is soo happy and lovely and he's powering through his study. He's brilliant.
I however am a wreck. I have always hated my job - sort of drifted into it by mistake and always wanted to be a SAHM. I am soo miserable and sooo jealous of my DH getting to spend all this time with my DD. Our DD. I am sure she loves him more than me now - she smiles like mad whenever he comes into the room and giggles like crazy. Maybe he just knows better how to make her laugh. Either way.
I am not coping well at work as I am so resentful of the time here. I know its logically the right decision. Even if DH went back to work and we lived off his salary, the nature of his job is that he is away for long periods of time (and then back, off work for long periods of time). I know he;d hate being away from us for so long and I'd hate it as well so it's not much of an option.
I also just feel so trapped. Net result is I am being absolutely horrible to DH when I seriously don't want to be - it just happens and we have horrible rows all the time. It's my fault - I know it is, but I don't know how to stop it.
Any words of wisdom????
Thanks
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frankie1977 · 24/06/2012 06:34
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