Hi all
I've got a tricky situation and I'd appreciate some advice.
Mum is 79, and has just been diagnosed with womb cancer. She also has fairly obvious dementia, although this hasn't been formally diagnosed yet ( we're on the waiting list!), but its enough of an issue for her MacMillan nurse to be worried that she might not have capacity to give consent for a hysterectomy or other treatment she needs. We have applied for Power of Attorney, but the paperwork is still being processed, and won't be through in time for the surgery.
I also have a husband, who works full time, and a 15 year old coming up to his GCSE's this summer, and I suffer from Chronic fatigue syndrome, haven't been able to work for 20 years, and have real issues with energy levels, fatigue etc etc. Oh and MIL has advanced dementia, FIL has serious physical health problems, and they only live 7 miles away, so tend to call me when they have a crisis too!
Mum lives on her own, but can physically get about a bit, take the bus etc etc, although mentally I think its got to the stage now that it would be hit and miss that she remembered where she was going/where to get off etc etc.
I'm Mum's only child, Dad died 7 years ago, and Mum has no other people to run around after her. Its all down to me. Mum will take, and take and take. She is totally self focussed and regards my running around after her as her parental right. She has always been manipulative and controlling - yes, I have some issues with my relationship with her- but now its almost as if she's playing a game seeing how far she can pull me in, to make me take responsibility for her.
In the past two weeks I've had to give up just about everything I do 'for me' or for my family- be it my weekly yoga class, taking my son to Air Cadets, even my hospital CBT session. In the meantime, Mum is in no pain, has no symptoms and is thoroughly enjoying all the attention and the outings to hospital/visits at home etc etc.
How do I impose some limits on time spent sorting out mother so as to have some time on my own, or with my own family, let alone to try to fill the fridge/clean the floors/do the ironing or all the other household chores?. If I'm not at the end of the phone, she'll turn up at my door (5 minute walk away) - its got so bad I've taken to locking the door and hiding in the back of the house! She expects me to be there as and when.
Secondly, what's a reasonable amount of time to want for myself and my family? I have no idea. Is is even, of itself, a reasonable thing to want?
Thirdly - sorry about this, but I dare to say it here cos I'm anonymous - I don't want to do this, I really resent doing this, and I don't like her very much. How wrong is that? What's wrong with me that I am so hard and heartless? How can I somehow change my attitude to her, cos I'm just getting angrier and angrier at the moment.
Is there a book or something someone could recommend that might cover this type of situation?
Anyone else got some tips? so advice?
I'd really appreciate some feedback.
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eteokles · 24/01/2014 16:59
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