Wishing - can't believe your body is being so mean to you again! Can you get your gp to refer you for some scans next month so you have some idea of what is going on?
I'm in limbo land waiting for IVF. Can't have treatment until April, which seems ages away. Asked the ex if he would help me out in the meantime (since he said he felt indifferent about the fact that I didn't get pg from our NYE encounter). He did seem like he was going to and came round to talk about it last week, but then decided he couldn't cope with there being a child in his life that he knew was his and not knowing how he would feel about it. But then being a man he wanted to have sex anyway [need a cheeky emoticon], and I had raging mid-cycle sex drive , so went ahead using the withdrawal method (I had +ve OPK that day but it's just too heartbreaking using a condom), so my glimmer for this month is that a little bit of sperm may have slipped out early. Not enough to make me behave as though pg though - fed up of not exercising, gardening, drinking for 2 weeks every month and it's so unlikely think I may as week just act as though not.
Speaking of gardening, my tulips are coming through and really need to move the weeds out of the way for them, so best go now.
Hi ILBAM - good luck for the 2ww and apologies for the tmi on my sex life.