I'm off again imagining pregnancy symptoms

[lostittoday]

Well here I go again.
I am ttc my 2nd dc its been 9 months now.
Currently on cd 27 and for the past few days I have felt nauseated, no tenderness in boobs, but more of a slight discomfort that comes and goes, also feeling very tired, and a bit of a windy stomach.
Now I have no idea when af should be due as I have been irregular ever since I started ttc with cycles ranging anywhere from 23 days up to 63 days.
I do have thyroid problems which has made me feel crappy at times so I really am not sure what to think.
All that I know is that this ttc lark is messing me up emotionally I am 37 years of age and I need it to happen now.
I cannot face af arriving or having a bfn I will go into melt down.
I am supposed to have a day 2 blood test as soon as af arrives so I am constantly knicker checking.
I am so hoping it won,t come to that and I will be pregnant instead.
I mean for christ sake I have almost convinced myself I am and I am feeling a little excited how ridiculous is that.
Although I have had one previous month with symptoms like this and not been pregnant I just cannot help hoping.
At the dame time I just dread taking another knock back.
Is there anybody else who atm is feeling like me.

[ebeson]

hi lostittoday, it is so hard isnt it, im feeling symptoms aswell, but didnt really try this month as we go on holiday soon, so wanted to get that out of the way first. i have tender boobs at the moment but af is due anywere between 5 to 10 days so its prob that. I was feeling alittle sick a few days ago too but that seems to be lessoning now, i also had a crampy belly but even that seems to have gone. Its funny because i wasn't planning on getting pg yet, but now think i will be disappointed even though i was waiting for a couple more months before trying. I really hope you get a pos result, but i bet you dont know when to test as your periods can differ, all i can say is just keep testing every few days.... im sure it will happen for you soon.

[pinkmook]

hi lostit - been "following" your posts and really feel for you. I have done this exact same thing the last few cycles - tis driving me insane - I am on cd20 and ov'd on cd17 ( i think!) so am trying really hard not to obsess over my temp chart looking for signs of implantation/pg - but its very hard. I promised myself I would not temp today but cxouldn't resist then was upset when temp had dropped (as I am convinced if i am pg it will climb steadily and never drop in the luteal phase - no real evidence for this apart from thats what most (but not all)of the PG charts on fertilit friend do mental I know