The worst bit (if it can get worse) is that apparently his dad wanted me to do it and his younger brother was watching (obv all in the dream).
Poor DS, how bloody horrible. He seems fine now and off to school ok (he came into bed with me afterwards and stayed all night, which never happens). DP is sleeping in spare room at moment, we are currently going to relate for issues we are having. We are trying really hard to keep our troubles from the DC, but I am guessing this has to be related.
Have given him lots of love this morning, and both DP and I have reassured him nothing like that would ever happen, but it has knocked me sideways a bit.
Should I be analysing this dream for meaning and helping DS to work it out? How do I do this and who could help me with this - school? Or is there more to it in terms of mental health?
Bit more background:
He is sensitive and a thinker (like me) - previous comment about friends leaving him out "shutting the door and leaving him to blow away on the wind"; and a stage last year when he said he wanted to hurry up and grow old so he could die (I feel terrible about this, think because I was shouting a lot at bedtimes at the time, no excuse but short fused due to anaemia through blood loss, and DP working away a lot, have worked very hard since to curb this).
He has previously had a dream where a snake came into his bed and bit him in the ankle, which he is adamant he felt actual pain. He still needs reassurance when he remembers it, that it wasn't real. He also has said he can see coloured light bubbles in the dark which float about and are friendly, sometimes he sees them in the day time, he says he thinks they are there to look after him.
We do have family history of MH problems (blood relative with paranoid schizophrenia on maternal side (my sis) and depression on both sides in extended family (and myself previously).
On the plus side he is generally a bright, loving and happy child with great cognition/comprehension, imagination and sense of humour; friendships are fine now, just had parents evening where agreed good progress and notable pride taken in his work. He is very vocal, says how he feels, talks about everything that goes on for him, stands up for himself and any "injustice" he sees. He is a bit short fused and does still have tantrums (probably like both his parents, if I am honest).
I am very, very alert to owning our behaviour and ALWAYS make sure any outbursts are appropriately dealt with, talked about and apologies made. DP needs to get more on board with recognising this, which is why I've suggested we do relate, although he is seeing it as my problem because I have been lacking energy, for him and a social life.
Bloody hell, now I have written all this down it feels really serious. I need to raise this don't I? Who to? GP or school first? Or relate session later?
Or am I reading too much into this because I am always looking out for worrying things? Just remembered I maybe scared DS a bit by telling him he had to be careful not to splash the light in the bathroom as it could make the lightbulb shatter - perhaps it was simply this that triggered the dream and I am oversensitive myself at mo (dealing with sad news yesterday about friend's child I helped care for and bonded with when tiny, not likely to see them again).
Sorry this is epic and waffley, please help me gain some clarity here!
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DS (6) horrid dream that his dad died because I cut him with scissors :(
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Windycastle · 21/03/2013 11:45
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