Advised to stop bfing baby because of toddler's challenging behaviour

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BabyLove2014 Thu 06-Feb-14 22:51:58

I am devastated. My 2.5 year old bit another boy on the hand at his playgroup today. He was there with my mother and has been told they would rather he didn't return.
Both my mother and mother in law have put it partly down to him not getting enough attention from me.
I agree this may be partly true as I posted not so long back about how I could manage bf my baby with a toddler to entertain.
Thing is: I either give up bfing to see if that helps DS1's challenging behaviour and feel guilty about how this affects my 5 week old baby or I continue bfing and worry about how it is damaging my other son. He has shown nothing but affection towards his little brother so I am not even sure this is the root of the problem. He has been physical in the past when frustrated but never before on this level.
Not only do I not know where to go from here with the bfing but also with DS1 biting - how do I stop this becoming a habit?

Congratulations on your baby and I'm sorry you have this to deal with too.
How many times has he actually bitten? IME many children seem to go through this phase, with no lasting effects grin
Your baby will still need a hell of a lot of attention whether you are breastfeeding or bottle feeding. Can you snuggle up together when you're feeding and watch cartoons or read a book?
It's a phase. It will pass - both in fact, your toddler's challenging behaviour and your baby needing to feed all the time.

gamerchick Thu 06-Feb-14 22:58:04

I think I would probably speak to the nursery in person tbh. I wouldn't trust the word of anybody who would blame common toddler behaviour on breastfeeding.

Well you can give up breast feeding, but tediously you can't give feeding! So you then have a 6wo who can't be comforted on the boob, and you can't read Thomas The Tank Engine stories while making up a bottle, but you can feed ds2 without interrupting what ds1 is doing (at least sort of)?

lilyaldrin Thu 06-Feb-14 23:07:33

2 year olds bite sometimes. Now you know he might bite, whoever's looking after him has to keep a close eye on him. Sounds like a massive over reaction on the part of the playgroup though.

PourquoiPas Thu 06-Feb-14 23:07:46

Congratulations on your new baby!

It is a hard time for your toddler, he is having to learn how to be a big brother and his new place in the world. However, giving up bf is not the solution, what are you going to do, never feed the baby breast or bottle or solids again in case he misbehaves?!

Toddlers behave badly whether they have a new baby sibling or not. Any playgroup where they tell a carer to not bring a child back after one bite is not a playgroup I would want to go to anyway. Almost every child I know has gone through a hitting/biting/pushing stage at some point so what are you going to do, have no children at the playgroup? Actually that sounds quite good grin

There are some things you can do to give your toddler more attention, a treasure box with some super exciting toys, books and games only allowed when the baby is feeding is really good (my DC1 used to encourage me to feed DC2 so he could play with the contents of his box!), a good wrap sling so you can tote the baby around while doing toddler activities and some one on one time even 10 min will make a big difference.

Good luck!

BrianTheMole Thu 06-Feb-14 23:09:35

Goodness, he's only young. They often do go through a biting phase. My ds didn't go to nursery so I have no idea if he would have bitten other children or not. But he certainly sharpened his teeth on me and his sister. I kept firmly saying no, telling him off and moving him away. He stopped eventually. I wouldn't give up bf. Doesn't sound like its the root of the problem to me anyway.

InPursuitOfOblivion Thu 06-Feb-14 23:11:27

Don't give up BF - you'll probably regret it later. I don't mean to sound nosey but where is your DS father? He can also give your DC one-to-one time. You don't have to do everything yourself.
Most toddlers go through a biting stage, I sincerely doubt it has anything to do with how you feed a sibling.

Elderberri Thu 06-Feb-14 23:16:58

Sorry, this is the biggest pile of cods wallop advice I have ever heard.

To deny you baby breast milk because someone thinks your toddler needs more of your time.

Making up and heating up bottles and cooling them down is going to give him a whole lot more time isn't it.

This is classic mother/mil hate of breast feeding.

All the toddlers of the world pause right before biting another child and think...ooh I my new sibling is formula fed so I won't bite.

Your toddler has had the benefits of breast feeding, now your new baby needs them. Set this pattern and your in for a long haul of toddler coming first all the time.

Sorry but kids have to learn to suck it up, and share parents time, make time for him in other ways.

Get someone behind you to really support you in you breast feeding.

X

Sid77 Thu 06-Feb-14 23:17:50

The hv told me that it takes around 3 months for a toddler to accept that a newborn is here to stay and therefore become more accepting. 5 weeks is a very short time. I'd give him the benefit of the doubt and do the things suggested he to help him in the mean time.

BabyLove2014 Thu 06-Feb-14 23:41:55

Thanks everyone. Am sad to say I was unable to bf DS1 as he was 5 weeks premature. They bottle fed him immediately in SCBU and when I tried to express, nothing happened.
This is partly why bfing this time round has felt like a massive achievement that I don't want to give up lightly.
He pulled someone's hair last week at playgroup and when my mum took him home immediately after, he bit her on the hand. Maybe this is why they won't allow him back - because they witnessed this behaviour last week too.
Because he isn't showing any negative behaviour towards the baby, I am questioning whether it is linked to his arrival.
I feel pity for DS2 as he I'd such a loving child and I think it is frustration more than anything. It breaks my heart to think that people misunderstand his actions and think he is aggressive.
You always look to yourself in these situations and think of where you could have gone wrong.
DH is self employed so works outside of 9-5 Mon to Fri hours. We can't discuss anything in front of DS1 and sometimes it does feel like I have to deal with things on my own.
I know I need to work harder to make days in the house more fun when I'm feeding and will definitely put some of your suggestions into practice.
Feel quite low today and am thinking this is not going to go away overnight : (

TheGreatHunt Thu 06-Feb-14 23:47:04

I would make sure that when feeding baby, you have your toddler sat next to you with a snack or special toy. I didn't bother with playgroups when my youngest was that little as too stressful for feeds. The library or friends' houses were easier!

HerGraciousMajTheBeardedPotato Thu 06-Feb-14 23:56:28

One of the lovely things about breastfeeding is that it only needs one hand - so you have the other hand available for cuddling an older child.

I used to bf dc2 on the sofa, so that dc1 could cuddle up with me while I read him a story. He would hold the book on a cushion on his lap. When dc1 was napping I made sure to spend time with dc2. And I made sure to map them together in the afternoons to get a rest myself.

It's not about bf v ff. He will be just as unsettled however you feed. And you will be far more hassled having to juggle bottles (which takes two hands), not to mention feeling resentful and guilty.

OhPuddleducks Fri 07-Feb-14 03:49:10

Oh poor you. I have a 2.3 yo and a three month old and it's been up and down with the toddler. She was the most gentle little girl before her brother was born but has been acting up in waves since he arrived and I'm sure it's because she now has to share us with him compounding the ups and downs of being two.

I don't have any answers (spending a lot of time watching her like a hawk and running to intervene with my boob flapping about if anything happens) but wanted you to know that you aren't alone. I'm eying to spend one on one time with her when the baby sleeps, and remind her that she's my baby too with lots of cuddles. We've got a "good girl chart" on the go too. No idea if any of it is working/helping, but I felt better knowing I had a bit of a plan in place. Once you've decided how to respond you might feel better. Doesn't sound to me that ff is the answer here though.

jellyandcake Fri 07-Feb-14 05:33:12

Five weeks is so early and you're bfing all the time at this stage. In just three weeks or so the feeding will settle and become more manageable - this is a short term problem that will get better. Your toddler may be having difficulty adjusting to a new sibling, that's only to be expected, but the problem is not that you are bfing the new baby - it's just that the new baby exists! Whatever the feeding method, you are still going to be giving your baby attention and your toddler will take time to get used to it. There is no point giving up bf because of a normal developmental stage that your toddler is going through and like others have said bfing frees you up for cuddles and playing.

My second baby is due when my toddler is 3.5 and I plan to get a good sling to keep my hands free for toddler and definitely do the feeding basket idea of special toys and snacks toddler can have whilst I am feeding. I think they sound like great ideas.

It's a shame your mother and MIL are unsupportive and misguided on this issue but hopefully they won't push the issue. Good luck and I'm sure this phase will pass soon flowers

BabyLove2014 Fri 07-Feb-14 07:16:47

Have had nightmares all night about this. Am experiencing this ridiculous anxiety that this is the start of bullying behaviour that will manifest itself in different ways into adulthood.
I think the underlying worry is that my LO has been physical in some way towards us before . We had a bit of hair pulling and nipping got a while when he turned two and was expressing frustration at us setting boundaries and stopping him from doing things he recognises as fun - getting out of his car seat, running everywhere (with sometimes dangerous consequences.)
It does make me feel so much better to know that I'm not the only one going through this - although I wouldn't wish these feelings of heartbreak and despair on anyone.
I have bought the avent hand pump and aim to express as much as possible over the next week. This means that I can aim to leave DS2 with DH or my mother while I spend an hour or two with DS1 doing something that will burn off some of his insatiable energy (which I love about him!)
One change I have noticed is that he has gone from being a child who was always happy - smiling and laughing to whinging quite a bit but I think part of this is seeing me respond to the baby crying.
After the incident at playgroup, I am definitely putting some more plans in place to safeguard against this happening again.
The most heartbreaking bit is explaining that he can't go back to playgroup and see his friends. Part of me is upset with the playgroup organisers too.
And of course everything is magnified because of sleep deprivation.

jellyandcake Fri 07-Feb-14 07:23:46

All toddlers express frustration physically at some point. They don't know how else to do it. In no way does this mean he is a bully in the making. He is experiencing a lot of up he has at the moment - it will all settle down.

The playgroup sounds weird and I would want to hear an explanation from them - your ds can't be the only child they have ever had who has bitten or hit another. If it was unchecked and ongoing I can see the reason for a ban, but from what you describe it sounds like an overreaction - is there any possibility your mum was exaggerating?

jellyandcake Fri 07-Feb-14 07:24:38

Upheaval not up he has!

Awkwardsis Fri 07-Feb-14 07:27:26

Oh you have my every sympathy thanks my ds 1 was a biter and it made me feel a total social pariah. I'd struggled with him since birth as I had ipu diagnosed PND and anxiety, and when he started biting it made me mortified and I felt trapped really. The last time I took him to soft play was because a mother marched up to me and made me cry telling me off for not watching him properly as he'd bitten her child. My first dc had never had any such issues and it made me so so sad and desperate. I felt blamed. But he got better, and your ds will too. Now if I see anyone with a biter I offer up a tonne of sympathy. Of course it's not nice if your child is bitten. But twits a stage so so many dc go through but the nursery here is being hugely unreasonable. I think you should speak to them yourself. And next time to with him too. Let them see you have a new baby, and if you don't at least get some offers for someone else to hold the baby so you can have a break, or for someone else to watch ds for you while you feed the little one, its not a place you want to be anyway. But please don't cut yourself off. I pretty much stayed in with my ds after that, and it made my underlying depression so much worse. It makes me incredibly sad to think of those years. Juggling feeding a newborn when you have an older one is bloody difficult. I have 3 dc, all breastfed, and it was a real struggle each time to not feel I wa setting them down by being pinned to the sofa. They lived. Please don't let this one incident get you down. I'm really really cross on your behalf that a playground should show such poor judgement.

TheGreatHunt Fri 07-Feb-14 07:31:51

The thing to remember is that he himself is only little. He's 2.5! So simple distractions and positive reinforcement will still be better. My oldest seemed so grown up when dd was born (2.2 gap) but now dd herself is 2.2, I can't believe how much I expected of ds at that age!!

TamerB Fri 07-Feb-14 07:34:25

I don't think that you want to connect the two things. He has reached the 'terrible twos' and he is testing boundaries. I think you would still have had this without a baby. I wouldn't stop breastfeeding. The next step would be that you have to ignore the baby because he doesn't like it. It isn't fair on the baby and amounts to the fact that the one who demands the attention gets it. The breastfeeding will get easier.
I would make sure that you give him lots of positive attention when good.
Perhaps your mother, as grandmother, doesn't like being tough on him. It sounds as if the playgroup has no faith that he will be stopped from doing it again. You need to explain consequences to him, and follow them through.

Forago Fri 07-Feb-14 07:37:48

That's a massive over reaction to a one off incident from a litte boy with a new baby in the family.

I have 3 dc who have all been to the same nursery. 2 were bitten and one was a biter! like 6 or 7 separate incidents! They take it seriously in both cases but know it is pretty normal and manage it, not ask them to leave! My biter is the little one who is still there and they love him! It was only a short phase and other children were doing it too so they were all copying.

Massive, massive over reaction. Hugs x

pluCaChange Fri 07-Feb-14 07:51:31

Toddlers find life hard enough, without a new sibling. In my experience, sometimes they love the baby but hate every other bastard in the world, especially their parents! My DS was nearly 4 when DD was born, and adored her from the start, BUT could be a monster to me. He was also an absolute PITA immediately after she was born... until all our outside "help" went away and we were back to normal as a family of 4.

The playgroup and his granny (both of them?) may seem like they are rejecting him, but this is a chance fir you to bond with your troubled, frustrated toddler (even if it "loosens" other relations temporarily in the process -those relations can mend). At nearly 6, my DS still responds better to, "Why are you so cross?" than, "Stop stropping and behave!"

Bearwantsmore Fri 07-Feb-14 07:57:28

I agree with what others have said. Please please do keep going with the BF as it will get so much easier! For me, at about 3 months... memory a bit hazy... the number of feeds was not that different to my friends who were FF and it was sooo much easier - no screaming baby or bored toddler while you faff around preparing bottles.

I also recommend a good sling as if you can get the knack you can even feed in it ( I had a Kari-me then later an Ergo). I fed DC too while walking to Playgroup, walking round the zoo... But I accept this isn't for everyone!

If it was me I would spend as much time with DS1 as possible - so Jayne next time, go to the toddler group with your mum and she can look after the baby while you focus on DS1. Then you can swap when you need to feed.

Is there a park near you with a "fenced in" area so you can sit and feed while DS runs wild? If you have a friend (or DM/MIL) you can go with then they can help keep an extra eye on DS? I must admit I avoided playgrounds like the plague but a large area where you can take a few toys (ball, toy buggy, etc) worked well. As long as no escape route ;-)

Congratulations! It will get easier, I promise !

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Oops, sorry, posted too soon. Babylove I have a 3.5yr old DD and she went through a hitting and biting stage at exactly the same age. Please don't worry, two and a half is definitely an age where feelings can easily boil over, they are easily frustrated at not being able to express themselves and also horrified reactions are fun. DD was like this and I didn't have a baby nor was I even pregnant.

Please don't feel you have to give up breastfeeding, as others say he is adjusting to a new family situation and that takes time whether you bf or not. The method of feeding really is irrelevant. I am also a bit hmm at a playgroup unable to see that toddlers act up whenvthere are big changes at home. A hair pull and a bite are hardly out of the ordinary and really are not indicators of anything other than normal two year old experimentation/acting out.

I have a 5 week old too and after being ecstatic at first DD is beginning to act out and rsent the baby. There really isn't much you can do except try to balance the needs of both. I also dcided not to feel guilty if I need to let baby cry for a couple of minutes to comfort DD on the occasions she really needs it. It is so hard, but I can also see that DD is adapting positively on the whole, so tell myself this too will pass. In the meantime cake brew and do PM me if you want to chat.

naty1 Fri 07-Feb-14 09:24:54

Could he be teething?
Yes i would think it is more that he is not being watched closely and so the group think it will keep happening. Or no talking to given to him to explain it was wrong and not to do it again.
My LG 20m bit me a few times when bf when she was little i used to put her down and tell her off 6m later she has gone to bite her dad but not me as she is teasing and testing him for a reaction.

Mmmbacon Fri 07-Feb-14 09:32:11

You have just discribed my 2 year old, 27 months and the last fw weeks have been a disaster, is he getting his last few back teeth, that is affecting our guy a little, but over all he is pushing buttons, being demanding, exerting control over his little world,

This week we have had two spectacular tantrums, each one lasting almost an hour, that play group sounds crap tbh, mine has a write corner for children that bite, pull hair slap etc because they acknowledge toddlers will be toddlers,

Ive been there, worn the tshirt, and I am back there again, it does get better,

Mmmbacon Fri 07-Feb-14 09:32:57

Quiet not write,

youarewinning Fri 07-Feb-14 09:37:29

A 2.5 yo bit another child - quick call the papers hmm

grin

Seriously it's not beyond the realms of what 2 year olds do. No it's not acceptable but IMO if his behaviour means you change what you do with Dc2 it may set the store he can control you and his sibling through behaviour. (Very OTT but you know the theory on giving in to tantrums).

I would follow him, remove him when he bites and give him lots of positive attention when you have the time. He'll soon get use to sharing you and also he'll start developing better language skills soon that will reduce his frustration.

Honestly please don't let others feel your doing something wrong because of this - a newborn and toddler are hard work as a combination and I'm sure your tired and emotional with a 5 week old too.

youarewinning Fri 07-Feb-14 09:42:28

I may add that the playgroup may be being harsh about it but the other parents probably understand.
I was the mother of the bitten rather than the biter - I never ever felt any thing negative about the child or their parents when DS was bitten. Just gave an oh dear, kiss it better and a hug.

3bunnies Fri 07-Feb-14 09:43:38

ds went through a biting and hitting stage we had to be really firm removing him every time/ put into time out. It did pass. He is the youngest of three so no rival baby formula or breast fed. It might be better to see his friends one to one for a few weeks/months but a forever ban is ridiculous.

anklebitersmum Fri 07-Feb-14 09:59:16

Ok. So first job on your list should be to find a nice playgroup/ nursery where they have some idea about children and behaviour. For someone to suggest you stop bf-ing..well the mind boggles at that logic. confused

Second should be to stop flapping about whether everything is down to the toddler feeling pushed out due to new baby.

Honestly, if you look hard enough for an issue there's a good chance you'll find one. I have five children (inc my step-son) and we've never had bad behaviour because of the new baby (and there have been a few new babies). We have had bad behaviour because of the older DC's age though. grin

Toddlers push boundaries. Children starting school push boundaries. Teenagers push boundaries.

So he bit someone. So what? Kids at that age bite, pinch, hit, snatch and generally act like like little barbarians. That's why we parent them so closely whilst we socialise them.

Deal with it like you would any other unacceptable behaviour. What you absolutely must not do is start pandering to DC1 because some loony HV has suggested that any bad behaviour on his part is likely to be down to the new sibling for the next however many weeks.

If you make sure that DC1 has plenty of positive attention, keep his routine as normal as possible and ensure that the important people aren't bee-lining for baby at the expense of DC1 you'll be fine.

OhCaptainDarling Fri 07-Feb-14 10:06:06

What a load if BS! Can you remember feeling neglected at the age of two because your mother was feeding another sibling? I certainly can't.....

Your DS bite another child because that's sometimes what children do! Your DS1 is old enough to know biting is wrong, just speak to the nursery it's not a big deal unless he's doing it everyday and to the same child.

When my DD bit another child at nursery, I asked her why she said, she wanted to know what he tasted like grin Perfectly innocent and quite funny really.

I have a 2yr and a 3wk old...god it's tough. Don't listen to your mother or MIL.

Forago Fri 07-Feb-14 13:19:15

Haha that's what mine said too! I wanted to see what he tasted like. Then another one was "because she was going past" (one of the nursery nurses!!). Then the last incident was the same original child (his great friend) and I said come on now why again? And he said "because he tastes like yoghurt and I like yoghurt!"

Not minimising biting, which clearly needs monitored, but it is a pretty normal part of being a toddler and I don't think it means he is feeling neglected or pushed out. He's just an irrational toddler! My 1/3 biter was the youngest so nothing to do with a new baby and as the youngest he has always got a lot of attention. It only lasted a couple of weeks.

And 5 weeks is early days, I'm sure things will settle down soon.

anotetofollowso Fri 07-Feb-14 13:35:49

OP it sounds like breastfeeding is a wonderful achievement for you and of course a source of pleasure to your baby too. Giving it up will only mean that your older DS will feel guilty and perhaps overly powerful. My guess is that it would only make your DS feel worse in the long run, not better. If he is acting up because he is feeling angry/neglected/fearful/anxious then the answer is not to to take something away from yourself and the baby in order to placate him. Rather your challenge now is to help your DS adapt to the new family reality that is, and to help him to see that even if you are (inevitably) preoccupied with a new baby then there is still love for him.

I really feel for you, with your fears about your DS's behavior because I was exactly the same. My own DS WAS aggressive at times as a toddler, including biting, and I was convinced that this meant he would be a nasty bully. How I wish I could have given myself and him the calm, compassionate space we needed. The conviction that it will all come right can be so helpful. Would it help you to know that my own DS has calmed down, and is now becoming a kind, popular boy (still boisterous but I wouldn't have that any other way).

Best of luck. As others have said, your DS really is still so little. Never mind the playgroup organizers, who I really think have acted meanly. Love your little one through all this and it really will all come right, whatever you fear.

BabyLove2014 Fri 07-Feb-14 14:07:16

Spoke to my mother and it seems the playgroup hasn't banned him from going back. They did make a big fuss though saying "Look what he's done. Look what he's done." My mum then said "I think its best if I don't bring him back - and they agreed.
My mum said she doesn't want people speaking badly of him if she went back. This breaks my heart as he is such a lovely little boy underneath all the frustration.
I have been looking online for other groups and activities I may be able to take him to once I get a moment even to get the expressing machine out of the box!
My HV says I can give a little formula once a day and then express tnstaafl feed. Not sure about this but as my Baby constantly feeds all day, not sure when I'm supposed to express?
Do have a sling but haven't used it yet as it's a confidence thing and I worry I'm not using it properly snd am
Barely putting the baby down in order to work it out.
Having a bad week I think - feel like a big fat failure.
No time for anything - including housework.
What I would do for a cleaner ! X

jellyandcake Fri 07-Feb-14 14:15:05

I suspected it had come from your mother!

Five weeks is SO early! Of course you haven't got time for housework and are feeding constantly - the baby is building up your supply. It will all get easier in the next few weeks, honestly it will. Your baby won't feed like this forever.

It's a huge overreaction on your mother's part to say she won't take him back because of perfectly normal toddler behaviour. It is NOT caused by you breastfeeding. Lots of toddlers go through this phase. Itisn't your fault or your son's fault. It's normal, it won't last forever. You certainly are not a failure, you are doing brilliantly.

Whether or not to top up with formula is your choice. I f it were me, I would hang on and let your supply build up and your baby's feeding to settle a bit. But make whatever choice is best for you and will make you happiest flowers

op your lovely little boy is a NORMAL toddler. If (very unlikely) he grows up to be a serial killer then think about where youve gone wrong. This is a phase and chances are he will get througb it as they all do and the loving caring little boy will come to the fore again. And that will be to your credit.
Seriously, stop breastfeeding if YOU want to and if you think it will make life easier. Dont feel under pressure to do it from others. Go and give your lovely little boy a hug and let him help change the baby's nappy.
Do you get the "can't cope" feelings a lot? If so, talk to someone.

BabyLove2014 Fri 07-Feb-14 14:47:34

Thank you Anotetofollow - my little boy is doing it when someone stands in his way of something. For instance, he and the little boy at playgroup wanted the same toy. He but my mum on the hand the week before when she tried to take him home for pulling someone's hair. So it isn't as innocent as the other reasons mentioned above about tasting nice etc.
Although he is very talkative and can say most words, he can't put sentences together like that. When I ask why, he doesn't answer.
You have given me hope that things will get better.
I wonder if not being able to express himself is part of the problem and maybe if he was able to say: I would like that toy please then he wouldn't feel frustrated enough to bite.
It is the worst kind of behaviour I think - because it is so animalistic a response. I know it's going to take time and a hell of a lot of patience - plus not letting my own feelings get in the way.
He starts proper nursery in Sept so I have to have it solved by then.

Figis Fri 07-Feb-14 14:50:12

The only unusual and worrying behaviour is from the play group leaders. What horrors!

Figis Fri 07-Feb-14 14:53:35

Aah your mum too... They shouldn't have agreed. What a huge fuss over a very ordinary interaction. It's not the bf, my mil only remembers how angelic dh was, how she never had to admonish him. He remembers the shouting, the slipper, the belt! Mums can have very selective memories and be unprepared for our toddlers.

imip Fri 07-Feb-14 14:58:10

Just adding my voice to the chorus!

I have a 19, 20 and 22 month gap between my 4 children. In the long run, breast feeding will be WAY more easier than bottle feeding. I perfected breastfeeding in a sling eventually, and if you have no shame, you an breastfeed while chasing after a toddler in the park smile

It's just a phase. Some kids are biters, some kids get bitten. I've had both and wouldn't judge anyone too harshly when my child is bitten ( and one of mine was a terrible biter).

Playgroup reacted very badly.

Trust your instincts with the breastfeeding. Your toddler will be challenging, because he is a toddler! I have one of them, and although she is my fourth, she still drives me to tears at times!

It's hard adapting to juggling more than one child, but I've always found after the first three months, it becomes a lot easier. Enjoy your little family, op!

BabyLove2014 Fri 07-Feb-14 15:04:57

Stealthpolarbear - this week has been the toughest. Work asked me to go on a team building event as a KIT day and I agonised over it. But as it is next week and I haven't left the baby for 5 mind never mind 9-5, I had to say no. I guess my problem is I am trying to be everything time everyone and worrying too much about what others think. None of the senior female managers have children so I know they won't fully understand my decision. But I was pressuring myself to express enough milk in a week and also get baby used to a bottle so I could leave him. I spoke to a very level headed friend yesterday who put things in perspective. As soon as I said no to work, at least that weight lifted. However, my DH just let me know he is away for two nights next week so am stressing about how I will manage. I know I can ask other family members for help if I need it but hate the feeling of not being able to manage my own family on my own.
A few other unrelated things have gone badly too this week and I do keep getting moments where I think I can't cope.
DS1 has gone out with my MIL to enjoy the first sign of sunshine we've had and meanwhile I have attempted a walk with DS2 twice but he either wants to feed or sleep - on me! This feeling of being surgically attached to the settee is getting me down to be honest - it makes me feel lazy when there is so much to do. Surely at 5 weeks old this Sunday he can't be cluster feeding AGAIN. Think I will see how our 6 week check goes and decide whether it would be best to ff as well as bf and express. X

pluCaChange Fri 07-Feb-14 16:41:14

TBH, your DM's decision to abandon the playgroup, on top of the rather hectoring tone of the playgroup's reaction to biting (after a certain point, nagging can be counterproductive with a toddler. "consistency" means the same boundaries every time, not "consistently" harping on about the same thing for 10 minutes!) are a bit worrying. He needs boundaries, yes, but imposed with a comforting hug afterwards, with reassurance that he can do better. Can your DM/MIL manage this?

BabyLove2014 Fri 07-Feb-14 18:38:15

PluCaChange - I agree. My DH and I had a good chat today while DS1 was out with grandparents and we are united in our approach of lots of positive reinforcement alongside consistent messages around right and wrong. I will pass these on to DM and MIL.
I wouldn't feel comfortable sending my LO back to this particular playgroup anyway and will be looking for one with a more favourable approach that I can join myself and make a fresh start - once DS2 stops cluster feeding so much : )
Really appreciate everyone's advice and support on here as always - it has got me through a difficult day and I'm feeling more positive that we cab move past this together as a family xx

Zara1984 Fri 07-Feb-14 18:46:59

I'm so sorry to hear about this. I'm sure it's just a phase?

I can't help from personal experience but it sounds similar to what DMIL went through. Her DD was 2.5, DS1 (my DH!) was 15 months when DS2 was born. She had to basicallly have DBIL in the sling all the time (ie bf him in the sling, on demand) so she could attend to the older two and ensure the DD wasn't biting/slapping/hitting DS1.

DMIL also sent her DD to montessori 4 mornings a week in desperation which really seemed to help!

BadPenny Fri 07-Feb-14 20:14:23

Hi OP, just to say, it sounds like you're doing a great job under very trying circumstances. Remember the nuclear family is very recent in human history and most cultures still give plenty of family support in the first few months so please don't be shy about asking for help.

As for the obsession some HVs have about topping up with formula, all I can say is I don't understand it... but if you do have any worries about whether your baby is feeding well or efficiently it may be better to call LLL or the national bf helpline or pop into a bf group for real life help or encouragement - and to quote Dr Jack Newman, just remember:

"Breastfeeding is blamed for everything. True! Family, health professionals, neighbours, friends and taxi drivers will blame breastfeeding if the mother is tired, nervous, weepy, sick, has pain in her knees, has difficulty sleeping, is always sleepy, feels dizzy, is anemic, has a relapse of her arthritis (migraines, or any chronic problem) complains of hair loss, change of vision, ringing in the ears or itchy skin. Breastfeeding will be blamed as the cause of marriage problems and the other children acting up. Breastfeeding is to blame when the mortgage rates go up and the economy is faltering. And whenever there is something that does not fit the "picture book" life, the mother will be advised by everyone that it will be better if she stops breastfeeding."

We just don't live in a particularly baby (or toddler!) friendly society. That will take a bit of time to change.

BabyLove2014 Fri 07-Feb-14 20:40:35

That's the thing though zara1984, DS1 is nothing but gentle and protective of 5 week old DS2. I'm so proud of him for that. I think his - quite natural - insecurities are manifesting themselves in other ways x
Your poor MIL though - that must have been awful. Much worse than what I'm going through x

Spiritedwolf Sat 08-Feb-14 01:35:43

Oh dear, she was embarrassed that he bit another child under her care and made a rash "we won't return" as a way of placating everyone. I can sympathise, but really, how silly. Many toddlers bite, one of the reasons we take them to groups is so that they can be supervised whilst they learn how to play nicely.

He'll soon learn that biting means the end of the game (whether because adults intervene or because other children choose to move away and do something else). Please try not to see this as a huge character problem, lots of toddlers experiment like this. We of course have to try our hardest to prevent other children from being hurt but removing him from the group altogether seems a huge over-reaction.

My DS is 18 months, we haven't had him bite or be bitten (yet! hope we can avoid it) but there's all sorts of things he is having to learn, not to snatch toys etc. He's not a bully in the making, he just doesn't know the rules of playing yet, he sees a toy he wants to play with and goes straight for it. He'll learn, we'll help him to learn, and the other mums at the group I go to are understanding, laugh off my apologies and help him learn by offering him or the other child a different toy that isn't being played with.

It has nothing to do with how your younger child is fed. I can't see why anyone would make that connection. All small babies require lots of attention which a sibling could be put out by. I wonder if your mum just isn't confident about handling the biting situation and found the experience so mortifying that she doesn't want to return. But it doesn't mean you can't ever go back. He's not the first toddler to have ever bit anyone.

How are you feeling? You've got a lot on your plate trying to learn how to mother two young children. I only ask because your worries and guilt about DS becoming a bully and it effecting his life forever, is a type of thinking called "catastrophising" (thinking the worst). I'm sure everyone does it sometimes, but it happens more when we are feeling down. Try to look after yourself, getting as much rest as you can even if you need to rely on others to take over household chores etc.

Do remember to ask your HV or GP for help if you are feeling depressed, they won't judge you and they can help.

Breastfeeding gets easier as your baby gets older. You put in the hours now, and later you get the easiest method of soothing and feeding a baby. You'll be multitasking while feeding before you know it.

Some other ideas for toddler whilst you are feeding - colouring book, sticker books, story books, stick on some music for him to dance to, anything he will be able to occupy himself with for a little while, or something you can do together. And the Cbeebies or a dvd isn't the end of the world.

Its lovely that he is already being a caring big brother, try not to doubt that even if he gets frustrated sometimes.

Take care brew cake thanks

hoppingmad Sat 08-Feb-14 01:52:38

Oh dear sad. Yes toddlers bite, I have previously been the mother of the bitten but dc4 is a biter. It's a phase.
My dm & dmil have very selective memories. They seem to see my dc's as so naughty and forget what life was like when theirs were young.
In fact my dsis & I had the police called on us we were fighting so loudly and dh recalls the huge fights between dsil & dmil with culminated in dmil kicking her out at 17!

My own dc's are actually better behaved then myself & dsis were - I'm still looking forward to my rose tinted glasses, I gather they come free with the first dgc!

GoshAnneGorilla Sat 08-Feb-14 01:55:50

DD1 went through a biting stage when she was two and had no siblings, it's a perfectly normal stage and luckily her nursery were great at firmly but kindly discouraging her from biting.

The playgroup were wrong to agree with your mother that he shouldn't come back, if they said that to the parents of every toddler who hit or bit, they'd surely have an empty playgroup!

pluCaChange Sat 08-Feb-14 09:53:15

Also, if we walked out on every playgroup or friendship in which some argy bargy has occurred, our children would never have a chance to do better.

My DS did shove, so I helicoptered, and he got through it.

Sneezecakesmum Sat 08-Feb-14 10:05:02

My DS had a personality change when dd was born at the same age. It's unlikely to be the bfing more the disruption a new baby causes and taking your attention away.

It's not an either or situation. Of course you should continue bfing but try to make a bit of special time for your DS.

Continue to set boundaries and rewards and try to ignore minor baby behaviour and praise the good.

My DS was eventually found to have ADHD so boundaries are especially important.

fhdl34 Sat 08-Feb-14 15:04:36

Haven't read the thread through but am in same position of toddler plus newborn. As my friend who bottle fed pointed out, at least I have one hand free to crayon, read, participate in teddybear's picnics, etc as bottle feeding takes 2 hands up. My toddler is also biting a bit, it is hard

jane1995 Sun 09-Feb-14 14:07:27

I disagree I think you should keep breastfeeding as if you bottle feed itll be more stressful for you (making up bottles, sterilizing ect) and will have less time for both kids x

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